
Monday, 31 August 2009, 4:07 am

hmm . i guess it was a short post just now and shara and adlina may be wondering about what i mean to ignore my previous post . I delete it already ,for your info I just say about the words you call him and want he said . since just now I saw him disturbing you so I think its fair for you to call him names . I wont be bother with people's bussiness anymore . I have my own problem to think of . I was so stupid to gave you that chance when you don't even gave me a chance now . look ! you only suffer for one day and I already gave you a chance while now Im suffering about few months already . I guess you are just a meant person ,like what sakti said ,Its may be hurtful too hear but its the fact ,too bad you got too many girl already . You only entertain your others ex but not me . Perhaps its the end off our friendship and relationship . haiys .but seeing you in school really cant make me forget you ,go away luhh ,go to your dream school queenstown . only by that way i can forget you . Its just to difficult for me to avoid you . Now I don't even bother about my friends ,you are the only one that keeps running in my mind . evnenthough you have bastard me over my friend still cant get over you ,no other guys can replace you at the moment ,I meant it . not azmie or any other . Even if rudi come begging back at me ,I won't fall for that . I know you are flirty but I cant be bother .
sorry friends but he is all I can think of . you guys may ignore me I won't care because I only want him at the moment . you all may think im overboard but this is more good then getting involve to your you guys conflict . I really feel im a despo but i have no other choice .
I WANT PAUL ,AND ONLY PAUL . HE IS MY DEAR THAT i WONT STOP CALLING .
DEAR DEAR DEAR! PAUL JOHN ! PAUL JOHN !
i JUST NEED THAT ONE CHANCE THAT WAS GIVEN TO YOU ..
IM JUST SUFFERING THE EVERY BIT YOU HAVE SUFFER .
BUT IF YOU THINK ITS A FORCE FROM ME THEN FORGET IT BECAUSE I RATHER CONTINUE HOPING BY MYSELF THAT GET HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN ..