absent yesterday . lazy to go school ,give reason got stomachache . hahah . today school was like normal . nothing much happen . my best lesson today was dnt . dnt friends should know why . haha . today i see him lots of tyme . wonder if its because im suppose to forget him or just keep loving him eventhough he doesnt love me . hmm , i don' t have confidence that he will make up with me . But for now echa wont give up . still love you like always . poor thing that he cant read my blog . if not he will know how i felt for him . try reading my blog right . crazy ellisa, saying that as if he knows . get my history test paper back ,i score 16/20 ,very happy . i thought i fail this test but to my surprise i pass . remember the day when i had broke off with him ,then my class and his were doing survey . while waitng for the survey me , he, yi chou and some other friends were outside,he was joking with me like we were still in a relationship , the thing that i remember he like to do to me is to pinch my waist cos he say i was fat . haha . thats why whenever i see those marks on my waist it will remind me of him . if really i need to forget him , i will , but i want to hear from his own mouth . it will be very sad if that suppose to happen . everyone have their love story i dun want mine to be a very complicated one . IM SORRY FOR BEING A LOVE SICKO THIS FEW DAYS NOT SURE WHAT IS HAPPENING.. ONCE AGAIN I LOVE YOU PAUL JOHN