Thursday, 17 September 2009, 5:18 am
NO more close friend , no more jokes;(
today school was like miserable for me . when i reach school went to ladies with bonchet . helping in putting contact lens . haha , but now i manage to do by my own self . chemistry and maths teacher were absent . after school i had lsp for history before that went to canteen to see adilah and nurfa settle some problems . on my way to lps ,something unexpected happen . SAKTI throw a stick or what im not to sure and it landed on my head . wow ! damn fucking nice , what the hell i do ? if he want to say i disturb him just now cant be cos he was all the way with his seasons attitude . nevermind , i don't hold it againts him , just forget what happen but my head is still hurting , just waiting for my mom to come home and give me a massage .
im just feeling my life is going to be in seasons again . sakti with his mood , me not getting pj ,leslie and gang not talking to me . what happen to my 2008 life . i want it all back but not the suspend part . The friend who always talk to me in the phone and gave me advise . A friend who play soccer with me and said that it will help me release all my stress ,A friend who lead me to the right path , its all gone in a flash , will this be the end of everything ? A boy who love me ? always making me laugh eventhough sometimes tears . boy who always never fail to give me good night msg . A boy that never fail to make me love him ? A boy that i will always like to joke with . im just missing all that and no one can understand that , their part of my life that have been very wonderful to me . I really don't wish to let go of that .
im ellisa that is missing everything
pj i want uu :(
people with season moods
Tears in this eyes of mine goin through every bitter bit in life .
