Wednesday, 11 November 2009, 7:28 am
The paragraph im going to post is for someone only people close to me will know .
im sorry for letting out my feelings to you eventhough you don't ask me to . i hope this is the best before everything ends . im sure that you know i've been waiting for you to be mine again but cant due to different reasons . im not sure if its wrong for me to confess my feelings to you but i'll try .i know after reading this you are going to say WHATEVER , go ahead and say i won't mind . i will accept every respond you give . so hard to move on for me . im still holding on some memories of us . i remember the time i was talking on the phone with you , you were telling me about you parents plan of bringing you back to your hometown because you were not behaving . i was under the bed crying non stop cos i could not bear to let go of you and i was really in love with you . fortunately you were there to calm me down and stop me from crying . Even there was a time when you cry with me remember ? talking about grandparents haha . i think if now you know tat im crying you won't do all that again instead laughing at me . its useless right to regret of not taking the chance you gave . now stuck in this sorry state . this msg is not for you to sympathise with me but my way of letting out my feelings . if we were still joking and talking like how we use to , i don't think i wil be posting this . im sure you know that i had tried many ways to get you back , stupid ways . going school regularly and always passing through your voideck . approach you online with stupid reasons . haha . sorry for being irritating but i cant help it . haha
sorry :( echa lohan .
im lazing to post about my day , been crazy with friends doing stupid wishy stuffs .
im moving on , i believe BUT
