i realise most of my friends want their ex back not the people they admire . Its really funny how this kind of things happen . we were blamed for not treasuring them from top to bottom now we are the one crawling back to them . but why cant we be given the chance back like how we had gave them before . Its not that im digging the past back but im puzzle seeing how things work in this world . now im posting while im cover with my blanket and listening to feezana mp3 . wow ! her songs are all about sad love story . feezana ! you should really move on eventhough you want him but you could move on while waiting not stuck in this kind of situation . shamani ! after you advice me yesterday i really was very touched and cried before sleeping but really everything you say was true . i really want to move on but i keep turning back . im really a promise breaker , i told myself i will move on if he really tell me that i cant be with him but when he told me i just cant do it . my words speak louder then my actions right friends ?
The word "MOVE ON "is really irritating , i don't know how long will i hear that word . maybe after im over everything ? have a new boyfriend ? have my first child ? haha . i want to be proactive but its really not possible .
i just feel like typing this lyrics ,
sorry guys but im really stuck :(
lately i've been thinking bout what i can do ,
im stressing to far back in love with you ,
i remember how we came close like how i wanted to be .
i wanted you to see me through in all .
i want you to hold me in my sleep .
i think i should reach for the finish line .
farah you are right , i should not be selfish and know how they felt ,
i have to understand why they are always together .
most thrilling part of moving on in love
Thursday, 19 November 2009, 6:31 am
