
Tuesday, 3 November 2009, 4:48 am
friends , who wanted photos finally i have upload it in my multiply , thanks to ashy for helping me to link :) if try to upload as many as possible . friends , here fight , there fight . im also like that , somehow getting tired . so better pretend nothing happen . its been weeks and i have not yet send the message that i had edit and saving to draft not sure when is the right time to send him . i dunwan him to go bck to anywhere , im very sad to know that he retain . im really missing him .I remember the time i cry under the bed while talking to him when he said maybe his mother was sending him home . I really felt that i dunwan him to leave me on that time as i was depending my life to him and he calm me down . now he is not mine , how can he know i cry . he won't be calming me eventhough i cry like anything which is horrible . im starting to start turning bck .