Don't tell me just because of not enough sleep and crying sometimes can cause me to have those ugly eyes.
After school I had DnT from 2.30 to 5.30. I'm finally doing my idea development. My face when from normal to red and trying my best not to burst out during social studies lesson. Atleast I tried my best seh to answers all the question eventhough I admit that some of my answer were inrelevant. I gave teacher my answers as there was no one who wanted to volunteer and I don't want Mdm A to blow her top. My effort was not appreciate instead nasty remarks. I don't mind that cos I know maybe it is mean to be a joke but if not then I just wanna say"next time if you think you are perfect, you give uh."hahas, I say eh but if not. Aku sumpah tau sape yg nak jadi batu api nak sampai2 kn dasar kao mulot puki ayam! cibeh uh aku tak letak name eh, sape makan chili dier laa yg terase. kau suke kn tgk aku gadoh?
I don't know till when will I be stuck in this kind of situations.I really hate to be sad everytime I'am posting but I can't resist. Its difficult to understand the situation. To tell myself the truth not even a friend understand what I'am going through. It may seems I'm always laughing out loud in school but what about at home? I know myself well. I know I always take thing for granted but I've learned my mistake that every little things mean alot eventhough you don't feel anything, sooner or later you are sure to need it or wanting to treasure it. crap!
Karma exist in all things you do.
Don't bother if you just want to dig out the secrets cos I'm not going to share with you any since I know what are you trying to do. Okay, I know I sound angry obviously I am. don't bother to ask me who cos I will keep my mouth shut. haha.
I'am starting to be lonely now since abg is not at home. I just have to stand strong without abg by my side. I miss abg's advice about the boys I always talk about to him. I miss him scolding me when everytime he got to know that I'm not trying to move on.
lastly I am going to say that I missed Firah just like how she miss me. If she was here with me confirm she will be there to advise me like how she use to in physics lesson. Ingat tak firah? biler aku nanges rabak pat physics. kau dudok pat sblh aku and pujok aku. hahas.