Friday, 14 May 2010, 7:42 am
haiys, life have been a torture for me.I drag myself to this kind of situation. Sometimes people like me intend to have a strong and happy face infront of people but when I'm at home alone surely those emotional kind of stuffs will start. Gosh, yesterday was the most hard time when I view his fb while lying on bed. Tears just started rolling and everything was just sad for me. I can't control myself so I text him eventhough I know that he was bz and will be texting me soon, that was what he told me. I even lost my appetite eventhough i felt hungry but i try to endure cos at this moment i just feel like eating was a waste of time. while texting with him, I was still crying but this time i did not call anyone to be a crying shoulder but overcome it alone. I feel the pain when he told me that this is really a karma for me and i agreed. He know how I'm feeling right now cos he had gone through it bfore. No use for me to be saying sorry even a million times cos his feelings won't change as he have gave up long time ago.I may not stand the chance to be with him but i wll keep him in my heart and never forget how good he had treated me before. ILY:'(
Karma sucks!
