Its been long since i last update my blog. I'm back from great world city with mom. I had a great talk with her just now on our way there. Thanks mom for the new broadband line and esprit blouse. woohuu, i love^^
I think its time for me to start appreciating what my parents are giving me. Be thankful ellisa.
Now is still the first week of holidays but i know its not yet the time for me to be enjoying myself. I really want to control my holidays and make good use of it. I cannot follow my heart and simply skip any extra class just because of the weather which is always raining or lazy. yeayeay.
My life is in a mess right now. I don't know what makes me tell him everything? Eventhough i know that i love him i should not have told him about the guy who i've most respected since I was close with him. I'm really sorry I don't know what i should do next? I'm not very sure if he really have forgive me. I hope everything going to be back to normal sooner or later. Few months more and we will be leaving each other maybe so I don't want to have a cold war with you bro.
I fought wih you just because of a small thing. It seems difficult for you to control your temper now. HaHa, It was you who told me that this year you don't get angry often now what? You say you don't have the intention to do what I've done to you before and you are blaming fate but the way you treating me tells me everything. I don't know how long I can tolerate with your ego and temper. I'm not giving up yet.
Btw paul text me in the morning telling me he will be going away but coming back. I'm not sure if he is really away yet? if its for real then takecare & I'm gonna miss my saturdays without you.
I'm back again
Wednesday, 9 June 2010, 10:37 am
