When to buy some stuffs with Ashey and feezana at Bugis. I spend my money and time at there which I think was really useful as I don't like to buy things the very last minute when you are needing it, that was what I've been doing the past months so I need to put a stop to that. I've made a slight change today I tried not to think about him all the time by making feezana keep my phone with her and not to stop talking with the two girls. Finally when it was about time to go home I decided to text him :)
The sad part is he was tired and could not talk on the phone with me*sobsob*
but he promise me that he will some other time. I shall keep ur promise. There are many question running in my mind about me and him but I don't wish to ask cos i don't want to destroy the friendship between me and him. I know I'm strong to accept the karma that has fallen on me but I don't think I'm strong enough yet to let him go from my heart. If only last year I had a good brain and heart that could think and feel wisely I won't be suffering like this I guess.
ILY:'(
He know what I'm feeling cos he once felt it.
Actually there was no plan for yesterday but paul & yi chou ask me if I wanted to follow them and syed to skatepark so i agreed. When I was about to go out syed call to say that he was not going. That one I don't mind cos there is still paul & yi chou. When I reach redhill yi chou msg saying that paul say he don't want to go skatepark cos its drizzling so I plan we meet at rc to lepak only. He don't expect me to turn back right. Yi chou was late so I went rc first. Paul is a stupid pig that I , yi chou and joel had to wait for him till 9 at night for him to go down. Dinesh sat with us for awhile, he made so many jokes that I can't stop laughing. Its all because of joel's random question. Dinesh ask me who is my boyfriend now? I show him my sad face and say don't have, haha. He ask again Paul ur ex right? then I answered yes. He said wahh, that idiot damn playful. Every sentence dinesh say will always make me laugh. hahas. Too much laughing make me threw up. Eww, Its damn disgusting. First I was talking to paul and yi chou when suddenly a waterfall came out, hahas.
The boys were shock and started uttering rubbish. Yi chou ask paul something that make me interfere, Atlast i manage to let it out.
While I was waiting for bus with yi chou , I threw up again. Yi chou very cute sia, He cover his ears with his fingers cos he don't like to hear the sound of vomitting. He was asking me every minute "are you okay?" hahas. This is the most boring slacking time. You guys know why ? Cos moon ki is not with us. If its going to be like this every time we slack , I might as well stay at home and do house chores. Whey, anyone who read this don't tell yi chou and paul kay, later they sad , haha.
Saturday
Saturday, 15 May 2010, 11:35 am
