which is me? I don't understand myself, Im not teaching myself to forget. First thing first, I'm grateful that I became your friend back which still wanna joke around & disturb. But that is also a disadvantage to let go of you from my heart & soul. I know I'm strong in going through all this, I have the courage to let go of you from my heart as and when I want and I have the patience to wait for you if its you that I really love.
why do I miss you ?
why do I care for you?
Why do I think of you before I sleep?
when you smile it made me feel I still have a chance,
when you start ignoring or beat me I feel that you are just letting out your anger to me
because of my irritaing attitude which was that ILOVEYOU.
So when is this going to end?
I think for now I will just respond to what you do.
you talk to me I talk ,
you ignore me, I also ignore you.
holidays here.
I really need to use it wisely.
study.study.study. Attend consultations and extra classes.
Practise questions given. Camp coming , sick sick faster come,
I don't wish to attend the camp at all ):