Saturday, 15 May 2010, 11:35 am
When to buy some stuffs with Ashey and feezana at Bugis. I spend my money and time at there which I think was really useful as I don't like to buy things the very last minute when you are needing it, that was what I've been doing the past months so I need to put a stop to that. I've made a slight change today I tried not to think about him all the time by making feezana keep my phone with her and not to stop talking with the two girls. Finally when it was about time to go home I decided to text him :)
but he promise me that he will some other time. I shall keep ur promise. There are many question running in my mind about me and him but I don't wish to ask cos i don't want to destroy the friendship between me and him. I know I'm strong to accept the karma that has fallen on me but I don't think I'm strong enough yet to let him go from my heart. If only last year I had a good brain and heart that could think and feel wisely I won't be suffering like this I guess.
He know what I'm feeling cos he once felt it.
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